Well hello there everyone and sorry for the long absense... Life has been pretty manic and non stop but I am determined to get some order back in my life and get to grips with what life throws at us.


Unfortunately I have still not beaten my weight problem but I will get there... I am certain of that.... Life throws problems and challenges at us but these things are sent to try us and eventually to make us stronger. I am learning everyday and I am fortunate to have some amazing and supportive people behind me.


Now I just need to realise I am human.... I make mistakes, I experience pain and suffering like everyone else, I am me... faults and all.... take me or leave me, I should not be changing for anyone!


So tonight I rejoined Weight Watchers. For the money I have spent on dieting, I could be a millionaire by now but I need to keep my head in the right place and stop the yo-yo dieting once and for all.

I am hoping to make some major changes in my life over the next few months. I am going to document it, be true to myself and embrace the changes I need to make in my life to make me a stronger person.


I have come a long way. OCD no longer controls me. I control it (something I never thought I would ever say a few years ago).


Now I need to control the fact that I eat and drink to cope with problems and I need to change that.


My youngest son most likely has Aspergers
My mum has MS
I am getting older and need to accept the fact I will probably never have a daughter
I have a weight problem
I am a perfectionist
I hate upsetting people
I find it difficult to move on

So wish me luck fellow bloggers..... and it's nice to be back :-D

Thank you for following me :-D

Michelle xx